I was in a mess…the keyword here being ‘was’..:D..with the TCS joining being delayed..i just hope that they have not shelved it forevr….i was in a fix….so much time to kill and home was nothing more than a gilded cage…initially I thought I shud sincerely start studying for CAT…my friends advise and a prett gud one at dat, bt me…an IT student…studies no way…not unless I get a grip on my life 1st…so finally ended deciding that wud b doing some chotu motu kam so dat I can spend lavishly..hahahaaa…nd my long term desire,join an NGO…I cant tel u how much am I happy wid the latter decision….seems TCS joining came late for a reason :-)
In the meantime I read some books…nothing that has left a lasting impression on my otherwise impressionable mind…but I hop the current one I am reading is goin to..in fact I can feel the bells ringing in my ears….dat my latest – rich dad,poor dad is goin 2 b a life saver….60 more pages to go nd I cnt keep my hands off it…but my feet however are dancing to the tunes of P!nk and tracks from the movie ‘the invisible’ and ‘remember the titans’…..just in luv wid p!nk’s ‘please don’t leave me’ nd ‘U+ Ur hand’…..not a bra burning feminist but man, wat a role model….avril has been replaced wid p!nk….soulful, meaningful lyrics and in ur face attitude…my blues hav been p!nked away..heheeheee…..
Still many a times in the night I do wake up thinking I have returned to the haven I alwaz used to run to in the past four years….to think its d end is scary…its not, not unless its over in ur mind….nd it’s going to be a long time bfore I bcm brain dead….
Luv ya guys…God bles u..tak care….
